I feel uneasy when I am spending.
No, it should be I loath the feeling of dependency.
Knowing that the money that I spend now is not mine,
just makes me feel disgusted.
I need to erradicate this situation.
I need to get a job.
I need to be financially independent.
Only then, I can choose my way of life.
That's how things should be.
That's how things should be.