The Londoner Wanna-be

2009-09-02T17:46:00.001+01:00

If you are smart enough,
you'd probably notice that I've changed my blog.
Ask.

Farewell, London.
It was an expensive experience.

Reminiscing

2009-07-23T16:07:00.004+01:00

Crush. Ping pong. Gama. Village. Bed & Breakfast. Smile. American. London. Sauna.

Good times.

The shopper's rambling.

2009-07-17T07:57:00.004+01:00

There are some scratches on my police sunglasses. Annoying.

Perhaps, its time to buy a new pair.

I've been eying this pair from DKNY since I got back to penang.

Even though there's a 50% discount,

I still can't convince myself to buy it.

Its fucking cheaper in London!

I should have bought it before I came back.

Seriously, I should have done all my shopping in London instead of here in Penang.

Nyeh.

Done with these.

2009-07-14T17:17:00.011+01:00

云吞面. 板面. 咖哩鱼头. 芋头饭. 煎蕊. 点心. 红豆冰. 蚝煎. 九层糕. 炒粿条. 槟城叻沙. 豆花. 甘蔗水. 自助火锅. 烧鱼. 炒大板. 凉茶. 经济米粉. 蛋塔. 四果汤. 清补凉. 粿汁. apong balik. 油炸鬼. 煮炒. 奶茶. 半生熟蛋. 烤面包. 番薯包. 粿条汤. 牛肉面. 红龟糕. 黄梨酥. 虾饼. 爪哇面. 鸡扒. 白斩鸡. 烧鸡. 白豆蔻水. 龙眼. 麻薯. 猪肠粉. putu mayong. Otak-otak. 萝卜糕. 椰浆饭. 炒粿角. 榴莲. 肉干. 肉骨茶. nangka. 福建面. 卤肉. 炒莎葛. 椰水. milo 冰. 山竹.

Seeking Perfection

2009-07-12T18:08:00.006+01:00

We seek perfection, continuously. Especially when it comes down to romance. The right kind of person, the right timing, that perfect grin, the perfect scene, that right level of maturity, and the list goes on.

Everything that we want from that potential other half, it has to be perfect. Though we know perfection hardly exist, we still naively determined to go out there risking everything looking for it. I suppose its through all this endless searching, we are therefore a step closer to perfection.

But at the end of the day, instead of seeking that perfect partner, will we end up being that perfect one, unreachable by the rest? Will the quest to seek perfection actually lead us to our desired perfection? I wonder.

2009-07-03T15:50:00.003+01:00

They seem to get along better now.
In fact, much better.
He seems to be more out-spoken, more sociable.
But still,
the fact that they are sleeping in separate rooms is intriguing.
It doesn't make sense for a normal couple.
I really don't understand this whole marriage thing is.
Should I be concerned?

2009-06-22T13:47:00.005+01:00

The past is bygone,
and the done should be done.
And yes,
though the past do shape the present,
it shouldn't directly interfere it.
The past and the present
should not exist together
on same point of the space-time continuum.
Its simply forbidden,
its ridiculous!

And just when I thought I have left everything in the past,
they somehow creep back out into the present,
distorting everything I've set in place.

Tube Strike

2009-06-12T20:10:00.003+01:00

So, there was a 48-hour tube strike between June 9 and June 11 called by RMT union. Trust me, it was disastrous. The whole london transport system was basically paralysed. There were congestion everywhere and you have to take alternative routes which take forever to travel from one place to another. The streets were all crowded with the city dwellers whom usually commute underground. Though replacement buses were available, they were still not enough to cope with this tube strike. I'm sure that this whole tube strike incident had a massive impact on London's economy.

Now, I'm not a frequent public transport user. Throughout the strike, I only had to use the public transport to send a friend to the airport. However, that experience itself was really unpleasant. It must have been even worse for those who depend heavily on the tube network. On a normal day, it will take me about 1 hour and 10 minutes to get to Heathrow airport (10 minutes walk to King's Cross Station + 1 hour tube journey) and the whole journey will cost roughly £2. But yesterday, it took us more than an hour by bus to get to Paddigton station and the alternate connecting rail to heathrow would take half an hour and it was £10 for a return ticket. At the end of the day, I just sent my friend off at Paddington Station because I was running late for another appointment and the additional cost to the airport was just too much for me.

Tube strike. It was really an irresponsible action of the RMT union. But I do not deny that it is an effective leverage card for the union. I didn't follow the news till the end, I wonder if the union manage to gain anything from the negotiation. Nyeh, nasty bastard.

2009-06-12T14:57:00.005+01:00

There will be no more,
squash games in my hall.
There will be no more,
trips to China town.
There will be no more,
cheap flights round the continent.
There will be no more,
tea breaks in your kitchen hall.

Thank you for the great time spent,
amazing, indeed it was.
Thank you for the time you shared,
boring, you must be kidding.
Thank you for the random message,
thank you for getting the door,
thank you for the things you've done,
I thank you for being there.

Now that you're leaving,
let's keep things simple,
Safe flight and good luck.
I'll see you soon again.
Now that you're leaving,
its sad but oh well.
Take care and good bye,
you will be sorely missed.

Thank you for the great time spent,
amazing, indeed it was.
Thank you for the time you shared,
boring, you must be kidding.
Thank you for the random message,
thank you for getting the door,
thank you for the things you've done,
I thank you for being there.

It was good time spent,
there's no doubt to it.
I'll surely treasure this,
till we meet again.
It was good time spent,
I'm sure you'd agree.
Good bye and take care,
I'll see you soon again.

Cravings

2009-06-07T11:25:00.004+01:00

There was such a strong urge.
This desire for dried raisins.
I know its weird.
But why raisins?

2009-05-27T01:51:00.003+01:00

Somehow, I know this would happen. I'm not that disappointed when she gave me her final verdict. All I need to do, was to rebook all my accommodations and try to amend my previous reservations. I do hope that everything is going well on her end. So, I'll be travelling to Italy and Paris on my own this time. I suppose its not going to be that bad... Well, other than the money issue.

Went to Camden earlier on to try selling the 3 jackets. They told me that the leather are not even genuine. They are just some synthetic plastic and no one would pay to buy them. So, out of my frustration and desperation, I donated all 3 jackets to some charity shop on my way back. The lady at the counter was literally in shock when I gave her the bag if jackets. She took the bag from me in a somewhat hasty and greedy manner. And then only she thanked me again and again. Well, at least that felt kinda good.

搁浅的梦想

2009-05-25T21:44:00.001+01:00

依稀记得自己曾经想当个艺术家。
想透过摄影把瞬间的美套牢，
想透过文字与读者的思绪达成共鸣，
想透过音乐感染四周人们的心境，
想透过自己的感官直觉，
表达那模糊又熟悉的美与情感。

我想与自组的乐队在街上卖艺，
想携着笔记本坐上下一趟巴士，
无所目的地漫游，寻找创作灵感。
我想毫无顾忌地脱离我现在的生活作息，
在这混淆的现实中，
尝试把思绪情感具体化。

可惜到了最后，
除了“我想”，还是“我想”。
我提不出那艺术家的勇气，
更兑现不了那艺术家的执著。
纵使有份天资，也抑是枉然。
在这婆裟世界里，
艺术家这梦想仍旧只是个搁浅了的梦想，
不多，也不少。

There was a time.

2009-05-25T14:32:00.001+01:00

There was a time when I wanted to believe,
That the world is a kind and gentle place to be.
Without deception, in good faith we love,
Without deception, we trust and we are free.
There are no fears that keep us apart,
Liberated from sins with evils defeat.
That is the world, since young I was taught,
A kind and gentle place without a doubt.

There was a time when I wanted to believe,
That the world is a kind and gentle place to be.
But growing up changes what I see,
Reality is stained with treachery and crime.
Deceived, betrayed, and then I learnt,
The world is naught but some messed up shit.
Belief shattered since nothing is right,
A kind and gentle place is all to be doubt.

Losing Trust

2009-05-25T10:20:00.006+01:00

I woke up naturally at 9.30am today. The streets outside my window were absolutely quiet. There were no pedestrian, no garbage man with their annoying garbage truck, no bicycle bells ringing, not even the noise of people chit-chatting on the street. The usual sunlight that shined through my window every morning was also nowhere to be found. For once, my Monday morning is free from its usual hustle bustle. It is a Bank Holiday today. That explains everything - well, apart from the sunlight.

I've been hesitating about posting the incident after my last paper on Thursday. Few reasons actually. Firstly, I was still in denial, hoping that it was not what I think was, trying to think positively despite the odds. Then, there was this issue of pride. But when I woke up this morning, I realized that if there's anything to be learned from this incident, its that reality wears a mask of deception and it can be very brutal. Thus, I have to acknowledge that in order to move on.

On the 21st of May, I happened to pay a very huge price just for a very simple lesson - trust.

On my way back home from uni, I was stopped by this Italian guy claiming to be a model for Armani and the son of the president of Pirelli, Marco Tronchetti Provera. He was robbed off his credit cards and money on that morning and he had to catch a plane later in the afternoon. He couldn't afford any delay as this would put him in the position of breaching a contract worth a few 10 thousands when he gets back to L.A. With the information he printed off, I helped him to call the Italian embassy and the Italian consulate, which at the end, happened to be closed in the afternoon.

He needed money to pay off his rental car. And since he didn't have any account in U.K., he couldn't arrange any bank transfer or utilize any emergency scheme. Judging his sincerity and desperation, I offered to lend him my bank account as a point of transfer. So, we tried to go to different banks and ask for such services. He stayed in the car all the time when I go into the banks, but he did have a valid reason - worrying about parking fine since he couldn't afford any at all.

Effort was futile. Despite spending about 2+ hours together with him, we couldn't figure out a workable plan. I offered him my credit card since I can always report lost. He declined saying that its against his principles to commit crime. I offered to go to the airport with him to sort things out. He declined as well saying that I'll need a passport for credit card transaction in the airport, which at that point, I do not have it with me. I offered him £200 and he declined saying that this money won't be able to solve the problem. However, he did ask me if I've got friends who are able to help him out from his situation. I should have been able to see through such excuses if I wasn't determined to trust and help him. I ended up lending him £700 to pay for his car rental and fuel. He gave me a suit and 3 Armani labelled jackets with in return. He'd be taxed if he brought these clothing on board with him. His reasons made sense. But then, I became a victim of scam. It was bloody £700.

The whole incident stemmed from me trusting that guy, Flavio. He was indeed a very good actor, playing the role of a rich and young model stuck in London. He didn't care about how much money he'll need, but instead how he could get out from the situation. His story fitted well with what I imagine a rich kid will do. Through little things, he gained my trust. Some of the examples include declining some of my initial offers, the tourist map in the car, the printed invoice for the car, numbers for the Italian consulate, frequent calls with his "family", sample clothing to prove that he's a model and a few business cards of his banks in the states. He also spent some great effort in translating my name and address in Italian to someone across the phone on loud speaker so that the person can prepare my money order instantly. He also managed to make me to relate to him as well. One of the important turning point was when he asked me what I would do if I was in his position. At that instant, my suspicion about him just faded away and I was trying to be as helpful as possible.

There were also other factors that drove me into such situation. The desire of getting a reward was part of it. Although it wasn't an active driving force, it subconsciously made up my mind. Also, the fact that I wanted to prove Asians are not all stingy and selfish was another stupid driving factor. I wanted to be a good representation. That was really foolish of me.

After some failed attempts to google him up and contacting the contact details he gave, I went to the police station to report the case realizing that the whole thing might be a swindle. Unfortunately, the police said there was no crime committed since I wasn't threatened. Quoting the policewoman, "It was good faith."

I've invested £700 in good faith which yields no return but lost. As much as I want to be optimistic about humanity, reality has taught me the otherwise. How can I trust someone from now onwards? How can I be nice to strangers on the road when they might have some hidden agenda? Hah, if that is the reality we are living in right now, why should I bother to be different? The £700 can be earned back eventually, but it does put me in some dire situation.

I've lost my good faith and trust in humanity along together with that money. Until I find new reasons to believe in, don't expect much from me anymore. We've just witness a heart turned cold, a frozen soul. That is all to it.

2009-05-20T02:34:00.003+01:00

People staying in the library after 12am is significant lesser today. The end of the exam term is approaching. I can tell.

If you ask me what I've learnt throughout this exam term, without a doubt, its procrastination. I've mastered it pretty well, with passion and dedication. Pulling an all nighter 2 days before an exam for some stupid chinese drama is one of the very good examples. And you can imagine how I did for my exams.

Wine Society

2009-05-15T00:41:00.007+01:00

Ironic. But the most productive activity that I've done in the last 24 hours was to join the Australian Wine Society. An alcoholic down to the core eh?

Now, freebies and discounted wines. Definitely some good reasons for me to look forward getting back to Melbourne. Oh yeah.

Life's good, drink on!

2009-05-09T01:40:00.001+01:00

Stacey's Mom

2009-05-06T00:05:00.002+01:00

http://www.spike.com/video/stacys-mom-fountains/2474027

Love it. Seriously.

2009-05-04T19:27:00.004+01:00

I've got an exam tomorrow. Geomatics. Something to do with remote sensing, satellite positioning and photogrammetry. And the problem is, I just basically started my revision this morning. To make things worse, I've watched an episode of anime, a movie (x-men 2) and did my laundry in between. Last minute stress and motivation huh? No, that doesn't seem to apply on me this time.

By the way, bought my first ever album from i-tunes - Jack's Mannequin's "Everything in Transit". Did I mention that I've bought a brand new 4th generation 8g nano? Thanks to Kevin Rudd and his stimulus package. Awesomeness.

Now, studies, I suppose.

2009-04-28T21:18:00.002+01:00

And then I see her in the library.
That motivates me to study.
At the very least, for now.

2009-04-25T16:37:00.002+01:00

One of the nonsensical and depressing events in life is the attempt to force yourself to study indoor when the weather is so good outside. I can hear them calling, inviting, encouraging... But no, I have to stay indoor and study. Arrgh.

Prague

2009-04-03T22:07:00.002+01:00

So, this is the second night of my stay in Prague.

"ěíáý+řůú$"

Wanted to write more, but the Czech keyboard is just so hard to get accostumed to. I will do this some other time. Nyeh, off to bed.

Asian VS Western

2009-03-29T11:19:00.003+01:00

My Asian-self tells me that I should accept that friend request since he is a junior of mine from high school. We should care for and be friendly to those who came from the same community. Its all about sharing. We share the same root and heritage. As a senior, I should be more welcoming.

The Westernized me, however, is disgusted by such request. I don't even know him, nor talked to him before. Why should I accept his request? We don't share little private details about our life with strangers. You only share those with people you really want to share. And its after all a private profile, not public. Virtual friends are sad.

Now, what should we do with that friend request.

2009-03-28T22:01:00.005Z

No, I can't continue with such train of thought.
That's jealousy, not admiration.
It will only hurt myself eventually.
And I don't need that.

2009-03-24T23:24:00.003Z

Down with some viral infection again.
The fever, the cough, the discomfort in my eyes. Argghh!
Went to Hare & Tortoise for supper after my 6 hours of nap.
The tofu & vegetable ramen is simply awesome.
It warms me up in this chilly night.
The cracked peppers in it just do wonders.
I guess you'll realize that some food can be particularly comforting,
only when you are sick.
Deriving comfort from a bowl of soup with ramen.
Its simple, and yet, satisfying.
After all, I'm asian.
I eat asian food. And I derive comfort from them.

Missing

2009-03-19T21:28:00.005Z

I'm listening to Jason Mraz's Song For a Friend right now.

I'm feeling very tired after 11 hours in uni with only an hour of break.

I'm now experiencing the feeling of "missing someone/something". But the funny bit is, there is no one in particular, nor object, occupying my mind. I'm just missing something, something vague, something that maybe doesn't even exist. This is how missing is like. It is its raw and naked form I am feeling now.

Scenario Week

2009-03-18T19:40:00.003Z

Scenario Week. Reservoir construction in South East London. Environment Impact Assessment. 9am to 2am of work, non stop. Unreliable team mates. Fucking hell! Fucking stressed!

Bored.

2009-03-13T19:26:00.004Z

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

From: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Mum on Facebook

2009-03-13T18:06:00.002Z

And Mum put up her profile on Facebook.
This shouldn't be happening.
Where is that generation gap?
Feels like someone is going to constantly stalk me now.
Or, potentially.
Geez, I'm paranoid.
Still, mum on facebook. Wth.

2009-03-11T02:21:00.000Z

Ages, it’s been,
Disconnected it seems.
Even with msn,
Loose, it is.
Yo, how’s things?
Nyeh, should be fine.

Life is just ahead,
Isn’t it, housemate?
Much love, take care.

2009-03-10T00:51:00.003Z

He grinned after looking at the text.
Finally, a move has been made.
Will it be just an ordinary lunch?
Or will there be something more?
He will have to wait till the day itself.

Gift Of The Seagull

2009-03-04T11:06:00.002Z

A lonely seagull flies the winds
Majestic... soaring...gliding wings
A single screech sounds from the sky
Come fly with me... come here and fly

My spirit floats to be a part
I feel the beating of its heart
My soul, one with this bird of sea
Now knows the meaning to fly free

I feel the winds caress my soul
And soar the streams without a goal
My being trembles of delight
A treasure I received tonight

The seagull's flight of soaring high
The gift of what it means to fly
Munda

The Differences

2009-03-04T09:52:00.010Z

"Life here is different compared to Melbourne. "

This is what I've repeated again and again whenever someone ask me about my life here in London. Indeed, different. But how different is it? Ah, I wonder.

Obviously, I'm unemployed. I no longer live that rather luxurious and convenient life which KKB has bestowed upon me once upon a time. Being unemployed simply means that I have to live cheaply, spend wisely, no more impulsive and extravagant spending. Of course, such limitation has an impact on a lot of aspect of my life here. I no longer fine dine, I have to work my time around my hall's ridiculous meal time so that I don't miss any meal unnecessary, wine bought are often of lower grade, reluctant to take the public too often and no more fancy toys for me. I'm glad that I've got the savings and scholarship, yet, they are finite, they are going to be depleted very soon. And oh yeah, on top of that, I suddenly got weekends that doesn't usually exist in Melbourne.

Then, there's the fact that I no longer hold any positions in clubs and societies here. I no longer have to mingle around people simply because I'm oblige to. No more meetings, no more need to exercise authority, no more reasons to push forward or realize some ideology, no more need to think strategically. In fact, life without a "role", seems to be a bit scary. I no longer have a purpose, I no longer feel like I need to make a change, the thought of helping someone seems to be optional rather than compulsive. Life has been thrown off the balance. I'll have to redefine my gravity. Because of this, I've got more time.

Yes, what do I do with all this sudden humongous influx of time then? Well, I've been doing quite some musicals, random galleries, plays, reading, public lectures, hanging out with my really small group of friends, board games, picnic in the park, last minute submission, travelling, procrastinating (a lot), learning how to sketch etc. Its different! I hardly do all these when I was in Melbourne. In a very strange way, I feel like a student, care free. For once, I feel like I'm living for myself, doing what I want to do. Of course, in a very cheap fashion.

Ah, interesting times. Once my saving is depleted, its time to move on again. Life of a student will never last.

Fire and Ice

2009-02-14T03:22:00.003Z

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

Robert Frost

2009-02-14T01:08:00.004Z

Will be leaving London again in less than 24 hours. This time, I'll be visiting Amsterdam, Brugge, Milan, Krakow and Stockholm over 9 days. Somehow, I'm not as excited compared to my last trip. Its probably because this is just a relatively small trip. Or perhaps, these are not the places that I truly wanted to go. Oh well, no harm going around to have a look. I'll go see what is being offered. I'll try to find beauty in it. Nyeh!

Drug

2009-02-13T23:40:00.001Z

This is salvation.
This is indulgence.
The aroma of pure cocoa,
its intoxicating.

Thanks keat.

Moral Sense

2009-02-12T23:47:00.002Z

There is no such thing as right or wrong.
This is what I've learnt from the past few years.
Drinking is not wrong.
Flirting is not wrong.
Having a fling is not wrong either.

You can smoke,
you can have piercings and tattoos,
you can be gay.
There's nothing wrong about it.

You can lie to someone,
party till the wee hours,
and gamble all night long.
No, these aren't wrong either.

As long as you don't hurt someone,
its alright.
As long as you don't inflict pain on someone,
its fine.

Moral sense are just a set of guidance,
a confinement
that is meant to be applied only on yourself.
Never judge the others with your own moral sense.
They are not absolute,
but your own petty righteousness.
By standing on the moral high ground,
it gives you no right to judge others.

Yet, amidst knowing all this,
I still fail at times.
The moral sense that my over-conservative parents imprint on me,
still influence my judgment subconciously.
Because of this,
unessary boundaries and limits are established.
Because of this,
my life is confined.
Thanks mum, thanks dad.

Closure due to Snow.

2009-02-03T12:25:00.003Z

Even though I know that classes will have to be replaced at the end of the day, I still can't help but to grin with excitement when I get emails from uni in the morning saying that classes are cancelled due to bad weather conditions.

2009-01-30T17:58:00.001Z

New Moon: Chapter 23 The Truth.

Almost done.

Twilight Saga

2009-01-29T01:05:00.007Z

I've been spending quite a bit of time in this bookstore next to my uni recently. The reason is rather straight forward. I've been sneaking around, reading. Finished the book Twilight and I'm now working on New Moon.

I am quite surprised by my gradual development of interest in the Twilight Saga. Yes, Twilight Saga revolves around teenage romance and Bella is the typical teenage girl that makes me feel disgusted. The story was somehow too girlie for me. Yet, as the story develops, the darkness within started to draw my attention. The forbidden was thrilling and intoxicating. Edward's emotional struggle was something fresh yet familiar. Because of this, I continued reading.

Vampires, creatures of the doomed, have always been classical favourite of mine. Having beauty, elegance and immortality in their possession, they still live a pitiful life. That tragic beauty of darkness is simply alluring. The forbidden are always inviting. Fictional characters they are. Yet, ironically, they are the essence of us, human. They are the very creation of our imagination and desire.

These few sessions of reading have been somehow revitalizing. The thirst for a life is being quenched. Imaginations are finally allowed to run freely without being suppressed by reality. It does feel like I'm alive again. And on a side note, the book triumph over the movie. Just like what we've always knew.

FAT

2009-01-28T11:29:00.001Z

I looked into the mirror in horror and disbelief,
I'm disgustingly fat. FAT.

Something needs to be done. Now.

2009-01-23T00:52:00.003Z

Everything was important,
but it is no longer now.

There used to be a time when everything matters,
but now as time progress,
it no longer matters anymore.

The progressive flow of time and space
have rendered my past into an abyss of nothingness.
Under the presence of that almighty present,
my past seems to be distant and vague.
These fragments of memories
are bound to be dispersed and fade.

Nothing really matters,
time and space do erase everything.
Slowly, but eventually.

2009-01-15T17:05:00.005Z

I look at the achievements of my peers in amazement.
Yes, some of them do really fly high,
be it in business, music, academic etc.
I then look back at myself,
I've been standing on the same spot.
And this reminds me of what Billy said,
"Big dreams, small steps."
I condemn my own existence.

FB Message

2009-01-12T09:55:00.002Z

hey
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yalor i also dunno ujuz see u
handsome then juz adddhaha

This is one of the types of girls that disgust me the most. Urgh.

2009-01-10T16:11:00.003Z

And the first meaningful thing that I did after I arrived in London was to have my hair cut.
After two and a half months, that is more than enough.
Short hair again. Yay!

回家的感觉真好

2009-01-10T13:15:00.004Z

“回家的感觉真好。”

这是我在排队办理登机手续时浮现的第一个念头。
伦敦的宿舍虽然只不过是我留英一年的过渡住宿，
“回家”这念头，
却是源于心底，无比地真诚。

没错，
从小到大我是已在许多不同的屋檐下
渡过了岁月，历经成长。
对我而言，家的定义，
已从一个由家人一起共居的房子，
演变成一个能在千变万化的环境下保持原形的空间。

我已能在不同的环境中生存，
但，家，
却还是需建立在一个能让我有熟悉感的空间。
我要的只不过是一个能在风雨不测中
依然能挺立的避风港。

踏入了房门，
我很诚恳地告诉自己，
“我回来了，
回家的感觉真好。”

备注：迎接我回来的，是一个灰雾朦胧，摄氏-4度的夜晚。

Aleksandr Rodchenko: Construction of the Future

2008-12-27T10:20:00.005Z

CONSTRUCTION IS THE CONTEMPORARY WORLDVIEW.
ART is one of the branches of mathematics, like every other science.
CONSTRUCTION is the contemporary requirement for the ORGANIZATION and utilitarian use of material.
A CONSTRUCTIVE LIFE IS ART OF THE FUTURE.
- Alekssandr Rodchenko, Slogans, 22 February 1921.

Destroy, be creators, do not be afraid of losing anything, because the distructive spirit is a constructive spirit and your revolutionary march will give you the strength of creative inventiveness, and the way, your way, of the creation of the creation of revolution shall be dazzling.
-Anti [Rodchenko's nom de plume], "Bud'te tvartsami!" [Be creators], Anarkhiya, no61, 17 May 1918.

Constructivism/Lineism:
Let art address production.
Art that is useless for life should be consigned to the museum of antiquites. It is time for art to become an intergral part of life.
The time has come for art to fuse with life in an organized manner. Down with art as a way of distancing oneself from life.
-Constructivist slogans from 1921.

Went to this photography/art exhibition at La Pedrera when I was in Barcelona. This Russian dude, Aleksandr Rodchenkndo, produces works and concepts that are very interesting and matches a lot to my liking. This is how art can contribute to the development of our society. This is how it should be.

2008-12-17T01:17:00.003Z

Well, well, I´m now in Madrid, using a keyboard customised for the spaniards. Thus, I should make use of this opportunity to use some of the characters that I´ll never use on my keyboard "ºª¿Çñ" and i think that is it.

Anyway, this is the 4th night of my trip. Left Portugal and here I am now in Spain. I must admit that Lisbon (Portugal) was really amazing! Like fucking amazing. I would really recomend it to anyone! As for the trip, its fun so far. Though tiring, I´m glad that I´m seeing so many things. Cultures, peoples, buildings, history, architectures, cuisine, wine etc are all part of my trip.

Will be spending the next two days in Madrid! It will be great!

2008-12-13T03:05:00.001Z

一顶帽子及一个背包，
旅程就这样从踏出房门开始了。

Conquering the South

2008-12-13T00:01:00.009Z

Destinations:
Portugal - Faro, Lisbon.
Spain - Madrid, Granada, Malaga, Nerja, Frajilia, Seville, Barcelona.
Morocco - Casablanca, Rabat, Mekns, Volubilis, Fez, Merzouga, Tineghir, Todgha Gorges, Dades Gorges, Ouarzazate, At Benhaddou, Imlil, Aremd, Essaouira, Marrakesh.

Duration:
13th Dec 2008 - 9th Jan 2009

Mode of Transportation:
Plane, Bus, Train, Van, Tram, Camel, Feet.

Equipments:
3 jeans, 2 shorts, 1 track pant, 4 socks, 9 underwears, jacket, gloves, scarf, sweater, towel, hidden travel wallet, wallet, backpack, plastic bags, fabric bag, toiletry bag, strings, usb stick, camera, handphone, chargers, sun glasses, diary, 3 pens, 2 padlocks, 2 travel guides, readings on bio-security and system engineering, water bottle, nail clipper, electric shaver, face wash, moisturiser, lip balm, 2 x 100ml shower gel, toothbrush, toothpaste, slippers, shoe, pack of biscuit, vitamin supplements, passport covers, passport, other travelling documents and papers, cards, cash, and watch.

Notes:
-Its going to be fun. I know.
-Slightly nervous.
-Will be spending Christmas day on the plane from Barcelona to Casablanca.
-Put down your address if you want a postcard. I'll try to accommodate, but no guarantee.
-If you are going to be jealous and whine in front of me, it can't be helped then. After all, its none of my business.

朋友

2008-12-11T01:02:00.001Z

对朋友的思念，
可以淡若清水，
或浓于蜂浆。

对朋友的交情，
可以薄如桌上尘埃，
或厚于北极冰川。

对朋友的过错，
可以一笑置之，
或刻骨牢记。

对朋友的真挚，
却应是衷由心底，
而非随心随性。

染病论

2008-12-11T01:01:00.001Z

几天前的早餐席间，
听见了那么一番
对伦敦多元化的形容。
“伦敦之多元化，
很贴切地反映在其极高的染病机率。
当世界各地的旅者
都把当地不同的流行性疾病
带来伦敦的同时，
伦敦人也透过
他们在省外或国外的伴侣
把疾病也带了回来。
日本的风寒、印度的流感，
西班牙的伤寒，
日月交替的，
在伦敦旋起了一波又一波的的疾病潮流。”

想了想，
真的还蛮有道理。
自己在这里，
确实是比在墨尔本病了稍微多几次。

理发的价值

2008-12-11T01:00:00.000Z

已经是第六个星期没剪头发了，
原因只有一个-不舍得花钱。
就让他杂草似的长吧！
反正这次的旅程中，
现金比仪容，
还来得更实际，耐用。

杂记

2008-12-10T23:17:00.003Z

杂记，
把杂乱无序的
都记录下来。
无须主题，
无须注解。
重点只在于
用文字的枷锁，
把霎那间的感情色彩、
胡思乱想，
完全套牢、保存。

饥荒的肚子，饥渴的心灵。

摄氏零度，呜呼矣。

I dreamt of Koko Black

2008-12-08T09:48:00.003Z

I dreamt of working in Koko again.
I dreamt of how amazing the chocolates are.
I dreamt of how clumsy I am working there.
I dreamt of belgium truffles being sold out,
and a new ginger bread man chocolate introduced.

I miss that place,
and also all other benefits that come along.

稍微的数一数

2008-12-08T01:24:00.002Z

稍微的数一数，
我的论文多了两百字。
稍微的数一数，
我竟错过了好时机。

稍微的数一数，
这份买卖较划算。
稍微的数一数，
这是时候该发言。

稍微的数一数，
一秒两秒随之而去，
稍微的数一数，
我今竟已二十一。

在稍微中度过的岁月，
究竟是稍微好抑或稍微坏？
稍微的数一数，
我最终不清楚。

现实的残酷

2008-12-07T23:16:00.007Z

现实是残酷的。这是这么多年以来，我唯一没改变的信仰。既简单，又直接。

达尔文的“天择说”很坦然的验实了这份残酷，揭露了这不变的真理。“适者生存，不适者淘汰”的定律，早在文明未开始之前，定夺了许多族群的宿命。无论是人类或动物，贵族或贱民，都得向这残酷的现实低头，弯腰。老鼠因无法与老鹰对抗而遭猎食；恐龙因无法适应新环境而被灭绝；昏君因无能治国而被推翻。这尽是天择。

弱肉者即被强食。从这，我们开始对生物界里的食物链有所理解，开始筑起了文明社会中不同的层次阶梯。因为能在与环境之间的竞争稍微脱颖，人类就这样征服了大陆。但在这同时，也因无法全面适应这棘手的俘虏及其所带来的结果，许多人在这过程中被淘汰。

全球化的趋势，征服了交通及通讯的不便，将国际贸易的障碍给去除了。这样的发展路线，为有条件在低价生产的资本主义国家带来了不少好处，但同时，却摧毁了当地小型生产者的市场，带来了贫苦。这是经济，也是现实。富有的人夺走了贫穷者的生存泉源。贫者因不适，被淘汰。

禽流感与艾滋病的病毒，也因为能在短时间内进行突变，更改其表面蛋白质的结构，而在与人类免疫系统的长战中取得优势。他们克服环境的能力，直接在人类的环境中造成了许多死亡。这是医学，也是现实。人类因不适，被淘汰。

生活中历尽了那么多竞争，看见了许多“天择”的例子，也因此不断提醒自己，现实是残酷的。若不要被淘汰，就得必须要有条件与他人竞争。现实就是那么的简单，那么的不留情。突然想起“不是你死就是我亡”这一句那么戏剧性的经典对白。原来在现实的世界里，他是那么的理所当然。

Melting Ice

2008-12-07T02:50:00.001Z

And the ice starts to melt in this cold london winter...

2008-12-05T10:01:00.002Z

I'm gaining volume, yet, weight remains the same.

Damn!

Musical #4: Avenue Q

2008-12-03T23:37:00.005Z

Never in my life, I thought that I'll be watching a "sesame street" style puppetry. To me, it was kinda lame and boring, but Avenue Q completely shattered such thought. The awesomeness of the puppetry musical was something really unexpected!

I was instantly cheered up once the music starts. Humorous and engaging were the only description that I could think of! Seriously! The lyrics was absolutely funny and vulgar (for instance, Internet is for Porn)! And also, the puppeteers were so good at communicating the feelings and personality of the puppet through their puppets and facial expression. The musical also delivered some very good take home messages in an easy to digest way throughout the night. And perhaps, this is one of the most engaging musicals I've ever seen because the content and ideas revolve around our daily lives. I find it easy to associate to it. That is how musical should be. Engaging.

In short, its absolutely amazing! It is definitely a feel good musical and I love every single minute of it. Thumbs up for Avenue Q!

Random

2008-12-01T00:12:00.002Z

Apparently, there is a type of chemical in turkeys that will makes you drowsy after eating them.
Thanksgiving dinner was awesome.
Someone puked in the bathroom without cleaning it up.

My London Experience

2008-11-29T13:54:00.010Z

My experience here in London is very different compared to Melbourne. Here, I feel more like a student, living on a tight budget, yet constantly having fun.

Being unemployed, I have to look out for the cheapest alternatives rather than the most convenient ones. Lunch was always from supermarkets rather than from a proper food place. I no longer frequent the shopping malls and fine restaurants like I used to do in Melbourne. Here I've gave up on the luxurious and sophisticated life.

But here, I can go all the way to Slough for a friend's house parties. First time, I dressed up in 80s, and mingle so easily amongst people that I've only just met. First time, I actually experienced diversity, through people I met from Italy, France, Germany, Spain, Australia, US and the list goes on. They made this London experience undeniably unique.

Of course, the time I spent with people in Melbourne was precious too. Coming from the same ethic group, the sense of belonging stems from a common set of believes and values, a brotherhood that was formed since ages ago. With them, I feel at ease, at home. But with this group of people here in London, its different. Common ground is harder to be established, but what overcomes this is a more receptive mentality. Here, they learn and appreciate what you bring in. Here, I have to step out from my own set of boundaries and learn to appreciate. Of course, I would think that such bonding is rather hard to foster, yet it is exciting.

I am glad to have taken up this exchange opportunity. London is, after all, exciting! And you can tell from me writing this when I'm actually hang-over from last night's party in Slough.

Musical #3: The Sound of Music

2008-11-28T00:22:00.003Z

The musical version of The Sound of Music was rather disappointing. Compared to the film, this version of musical appears to be somehow sloppy. The character of Maria portrayed was not what I imagine it would be. Though Maria is to be young and tomboy-ish, this musical has somehow overemphasis it to the extent where she appears to be bubbly and kiddish. Too much of unnecessary romance was also included into the musical. While the film has portrayed a more serious version, this musical seems to be somehow light and humorous. And again, the soundtrack is better compared to the performance with only an exception: the first song, Preludium. That strength and serenity within the song, it is simply breathtaking.

So, to conclude, if you are a hard core fan of the film version, my advice is to skip the musical. Otherwise, it is still quite an interesting musical to watch with some humorous scenes and of course, the beautiful songs.

2008-11-20T00:28:00.004Z

People walk in and out of your life so easily.
Just when you found someone that you are willing to share,
Poof! There he goes, leaving you disappointed and puzzled,
wondering why we let them in in the first place.

In the endless flow of time,
it all seems dispensable and minute;
but in our own limited life time,
it stings like a burning wound inside.

Is such scar a prove of our living and existence?
Nah! To me it is a mark of how pathetic we are.
Nothing is everlasting and so is a "seasonal" friend,
yet, we still naively yearn for more.

2008-11-14T10:07:00.003Z

你的缺点我来弥补，
我的完美你来珍惜。

这样子，幸福吗？

2008-11-12T15:49:00.001Z

And I've settled my trip to Morocco. Next thing, Spain. Decisions, decisions.

The Pauperising Wishlist

2008-11-12T01:21:00.003Z

A slick pair of leather shoes
A high quality mp3
A cool camera
A chic smartphone
A few to-die-for tour packages
and loads of cash

Prelude. I-river. Burden.

2008-11-12T00:39:00.003Z

In the emptiness, I'm searching for something solid, something that I can cling onto. Without strong beliefs, life is like a void, where no visions can be materialized and imposed.

Came back from Scotland on Monday morning and attempted to blog, yet, I failed. The trip was somewhat different from what I've experienced in the past. Though I must admit, its not necessarily a bad thing. I'll probably post up a more detailed post about the trip some other time.

Lost my i-river on the trip, to be exact, during the period when I was in Inverness. It might have been the work of the Loch Ness monster or some evil spirits in the old castles, who knows. But no doubt, it was a huge lost to me. A lost of a sentimental possession is just devastating. From now onwards, it won't be there to offer me a solitude of peace and tranquility. I won't be able to distant and seclude myself from the shadow of loneliness and isolation. Alas, I guess I'll have to find alternatives to deal with this.

Though just came back, I'm now already in the process of organizing my next trip: an expedition to Spain and Morocco. It will be a massive one, for sure. Travelling seems to be an easier method to avoid reality. It keeps me occupied with those nitty gritty chores. Yet, its funny how I always find comfort when carrying my backpack on my shoulder. I feel at ease and alive with that burden placed on me. I guess I'm still not "all out" with the idea of running away from reality and responsibility through travelling. Should I try harder? I wonder...

伦敦·晨

2008-11-04T13:59:00.004Z

一杯星·巴克的拉铁，
一本吴英旭的《在罗马的阶梯上画画》，
一首首自挑的mp3精选，
我独自坐在 Canary Wharf 的广场，
细品伦敦迷蒙的早晨。
晨雾中的高楼大厦，
搭配着广场周围的菊花田，
一股莫名的感动油然而起。

无题

2008-11-04T11:46:00.006Z

飞蛾扑火似的，
我在那被诅咒的诱惑中，
寻觅霎那间的快感，
以便填补空虚的心灵。

沉醉于自焚的亢奋状态，
我在焚烧的同时，
寻找瞬间的温暖，
以便慰籍被冰封了的知觉。

无论如何，终究短暂。
无论如何，终究空虚。

2008-11-04T11:39:00.001Z

Excuses can be so convincing that they no longer sound like procrastination.

2008-11-03T18:03:00.002Z

Strong is the ability to acknowledge problems and deal with it. Those who never encountered problems are not necessarily strong.

2008-11-02T19:46:00.005Z

Wandered along those alleys and lanes around Covent Garden.
Love the scene there in the evening.
Roads lighten up by fancy restaurants and pretty shops.
Street performers serenading outside Central Market.
The old buildings around painted a canvass full of magic.
I sit on the corner of the street,
dazzled by the beauty of Covent Garden.

Retail Therapy

2008-11-02T14:28:00.008Z

Spending seems to be an effective method to relieve mild depression. At least, that is how it is for me. When you spend on things that you like, it's like "woosh", your problem is temporarily removed, just like how you are giving away your money. Then, you savour the goodies that you bought, convincing yourself that you really deserve it.

Was feeling kinda down yesterday, so bought myself a box of Charbonnel et walker's Pink Marc de Champagne Truffles for £9. Seriously, it was so bloody good! Perhaps even better than kkb's champagne truffle! I guess, to a certain degree, that helped with stimulating the release of endorphin.

Felt like pampering myself more after that. So, went to some restaurant around Soho by myself at 1.30am. Had a glass of Rioja Crianza (Spanish red), sticky toffee pudding and a Sicilian kiss (cocktail). Then, it suddenly hit me that how I missed the asap gang. Back then, every time when I wanted to go out and splurge, they will always go with me even though it is not in their best interest. They provided me with support and companionship. For that, I'm eternally grateful. Well, this whole splurging act cost me £27, not something that I can do everyday.

Alas, London! Quoting a friend of mine, "I think you are emo coz winter time. Depressing." I seriously wonder how much of it is due to the weather. It would be nice if I can put all the blame on it, but I know that is not the case. There are things that I really need to sort out by myself now. Like some serious adjustments and calibration. That's what I need utmost.

Poppy Appeal

2008-10-31T21:53:00.002Z

Have been noticing people in London are wearing this a couple of days ago. With a bit of luck, found a drug store that has the poppy. Its part of the Poppy Appeal organized by the Royal British Legion to support those who had served or who are currently serving the British Armed Force, and their dependents. Everyday, you see people with poppy on the streets and the number increases. Hence, I donated some money and got myself one as well. I now feel like I'm part of the community when I put the poppy on with pride.

Surveying Nails & O.S. Benchmarks

2008-10-30T13:00:00.010Z

Surveying Nails and O.S. Benchmarks. These are the stuff that I've been dealing with for my geomatic levelling assignment recently. Kinda fun, especially when you are nailing the nails into the university building. Of course, this is done without getting caught by the ground department of the university. Hah! Still have to analyse the results, that's the boring bit. Oh well.

Loving Notting Hill

2008-10-29T21:14:00.025Z

Scenario: A Suggested "Two-Hour Walk Around Notting Hill"

Objective: To buy cheap travel guides

Equipment: Gloves, DK Eyewitness Travel Guide - London, Olympus µ600, Oyster Card, Water Bottle, Money

Cost: £6.00 + £1.80 (Travel)

Weather: Freezing towards the end
Locations: Pembridge Road, Portobello Road, Blenheim Crescent, Talbot Road, Ledbury Road, Westbourne Grove.

Results: Didn't manage to buy any travel guides because the actual market is closed. Managed to take a few photos though.

Remark: The whole area was pretty quiet compared to the other day. A lot of antique shops are closed. Probably due to the cold weather and the fact that its the middle of the week. Anyway, that doesn't change the fact that this is one of the place in London I love the most. They've seriously got a lot of interesting stuff, especially the stylish shopping part on Ledbury Road and Westbourne Grove. A few interesting galleries are scattered around the area as well. Loving it.

Snow

2008-10-28T22:47:00.004Z

My first snow in London. Though it was sluggish and short, it still manage to put a smile of my face. For awhile, I felt like a kid, amazed by everything that is happening around me.

Emo Songs

2008-10-28T00:42:00.004Z

Like a whirlpool,
you sink deeper and deeper,
not knowing where you will eventually end.
And all in a sudden, bang!
You hit hard on something,
and that's when you hit the stop button.

2008-10-27T18:55:00.002Z

It is an unspeakable anger, inexpressible hatred that brew in within.

2008-10-27T00:48:00.005Z

We are drawn and attached to certain people around us.
It's that glitter in the eyes that captivates and mesmerises.
It's that feeling of fond and adore that lure and appeal.
It's that unspeakable comfort that makes you at ease.
It's the presence familiarity that draws your attention.

Perhaps, we have crossed path in the past.
Perhaps, our souls are fractions of the same drawing of origin.
To be able to sense that bond of similarity within the differences,
that is why we are drawn and attached to each another.

After all, what we do best is to relate,
to find something common in order to cling to it,
and prove to ourselves that we are not alone.
That is why we are drawn and attached to certain people.
That is why.

2008-10-22T11:47:00.002+01:00

And again, I lost my routine and balance. Not good. Sleeping late and waking up late seriously triggered a whole chain of effects that are undesirable.

Musical #2: Chicago

2008-10-18T01:04:00.006+01:00

Chicago was just simply sexy, sassy and sensational. A very pleasant night with an absolutely fantastic jazzy musical. However, the soundtrack I bought after that was better compared to the actual performance.

Running Tap

2008-10-17T01:19:00.001+01:00

This is literally the best description for my spending pattern for the past 2 weeks here in London. Geez.

Degraded

2008-10-17T00:09:00.006+01:00

You'll know what humiliation exactly is when you switch from Nokia 6500 Classic to Samsung SGH-B130. Urgh... Disgrace.

Date

2008-10-16T21:02:00.016+01:00

2008-10-15T11:33:00.001+01:00

For all good things, we give thanks.

2008-10-13T17:03:00.002+01:00

It is that feeling of restlessness again. If both of us can't complement each another and live together, we will be perished by our own contradictions. I know. But then, forcefully holding both of us together when we are just rediculously different, it simply make no sense. Dammit!

Gal and Pup in the Park

2008-10-12T22:23:00.000+01:00

Voyage to Greenwich

2008-10-12T20:05:00.021+01:00

Troop: 4ppl
Weather: Fine, Sunny
Duration: 0840 - 1800

Mode of Transport: Bus, Boat, Tube, Walking

Essentials: Oyster card, Visitor Map, Cash, Olympus µ600, Police Shades, Water Bottle
Satisfaction Level: High

Location: Trafalgar Square (Nelson's Column), Westmister Millennium Pier, River Thames, Greenwich Pier, Greenwich Market, St. Alfege Church, Greenwich Park, Royal Observatory Greenwich, Meridian Line, Peter Harrison Planetarium, The Queen's House, Greenwich Foot Tunnel, Canada Square.

Bad Attitude

2008-10-12T19:04:00.005+01:00

After a few attempts, I gave up on asking for the names of the random people I meet at dinner time. After all, its easier to label and categorize people base on their universities and degree programme. After all, chances of meeting them again is minute. After all, names will be forgotten after dinner and its the same for them After all, they are just like any other "objects" if they do not carry values that you are seeking. A quick chat is just an initial value assessment. Spend time on what you think is worth investing.

Such attitude is horribly bad, I know. But, urmmm, yeah. It will eventually change, but for now, let's just keep it this way.

Structures

2008-10-11T23:58:00.007+01:00

As engineers, we get excited about structures. Think about the how loads are transferred and the directions of force. Hm...

Location: Hungerford Bridge

2008-10-11T00:35:00.007+01:00

Dinner menu:

Table spaghetti with some wine.
Venue:

A friend's place on Camden Road.
Conversation topic:

World politics and cultural differences.
Delegates:

A French, a Spanish, an American, a Polish, 2 Germans and a Malaysian (me).
Outcome:

A better understanding of E.U. and other related regional cultural issues.

Introducing UCL

2008-10-10T03:02:00.003+01:00

So, that's what you see if you enter via the main entrance on Gower Street - the main Quad. Its a very nice place to hang out when its sunny. You can either sit on the stairs, or just on the lawn, enjoying the tranquility of UCL. Apparently, Gladiator used the Quad as one of its model for ancient Rome!

Anyway, not all parts of UCL are as grand and nice as the main quad. But still, lets just pretend that it is, for the sake of fooling ourself that UCL is the perfect place to be.

2008-10-07T00:31:00.005+01:00

I still remember this regular from Koko Black saying that Belgium truffle is her antidote for life. She always come in and buy a 16 piece box filled with all Belgium truffles and tell us how the truffles worked as her pain killer and anti depressant dose.

Today, here in London, I'm experiencing the same sensational gush she felt. Even though its just some cheap Belgium truffles from Mark and Spencer, it definitely lighten up the day. Hrmph, me and my addiction for chocolates. I might end up working in another choclate shop. Hah!

Credit Crunch

2008-10-05T12:39:00.003+01:00

And the whole credit cruch rolls out a series of jokes and disaster... I wonder how will the economy perform next.

IKEA

2008-10-05T00:34:00.007+01:00

Made a trip with Andrew to IKEA (Wembley) today. It was rather an adventure to get there. Like any other IKEAs, their entrance was roughly the same, huge and simple. I guess that's what you call standardization eh?

Browsed through the floors and got each of us some stuff. Before leaving, can't resist but to do the "IKEA thing". Yupz, that is to have their Swedish meatballs and Daim Cake. Love it. Frankly, I would rather pay for these than other sorts of fast food. They taste healthier and of course, tastier.

Anyway, while I was at IKEA, a conversation with a Swedish girl came across my mind. She was saying French have their cheese and wine, Germans have their sausages and the British have their scones and tea. Swedish too, have something that they are proud of, IKEA and meatballs. And by visiting IKEA, it reminds her of home. Its interesting how IKEA becomes an embodiment of Swedish culture and pride. Humans tends to attach intrinsic values onto physical things. Probably in hope that such value will be easily recognized and preserved. I guess its not necessarily a bad thing.

Deep down, IKEA too, means something to me. My previous room and Melbourne.

The Laundry Queue

2008-10-03T21:38:00.002+01:00

There's around 7 washing machines (there's probably more) and 400-ish residents in my hall. Usually, its a long wait to use the machines. But today, even though there's 2 out of order, there are still 3 available when I popped into the laundry room. Where's the queue?

Well, the queues are currently at some pub or club in London. Its a Friday night. Duh!

2008-10-01T17:03:00.003+01:00

Fresher's flu. That's what everyone says.

The most likely cause is the convergence of large numbers of people arriving from all over the world, many of whom carry germs to which they are immune, but others have not had a chance to acquire the necessary immunity.[3] The poor diet and heavy consumption of alcohol during freshers week is also reported as a cause for many of the illnesses contracted during this time. "Stress, which may be induced by tiredness, combined with a poor diet, late nights and too much alcohol, can weaken the immune system and be a recipe for ill health. All this can make students more susceptible to infections within their first weeks of term." [4] (Wikipedia.org)

Old Habits

2008-10-01T01:45:00.003+01:00

Even though I've embarked on a new journey and moved to a new place, old habits never dies. For instance, anime marathon until the wee hours of the morning.